Long Time Coming Part 3: The Root of Misogyny

I had originally reserved this blog post for my emotional musings on dealing with being relegated to platonic friend with someone I have unrequited feelings for, an experience uncommon to me. But in the 2 days that I procrastinated writing, it's very possible that that situation has become the unlikely best case scenario.

Went to a party last night. That girl was there, and for some reason she was very cold towards me. She never came up to talk to me, and would more often than not would run as I approached her. Now I'm not going to sit here and claim that I'm not an obnoxious drunk ever, and I was jokingly trying to flip her hoodie a few times which caused the running away, which might explain that. But I realized that she never talks to me or cares if I'm around in nearly the same capacity in group situations than when we talk online or hang out one-on-one. So why the fuck should I even bother to keep the friendship strong? I'm just the victim when she needs her attention whore cravings satisfied.

And there were several other girls there who were just unsocial, unfriendly, and downright mean! One in particular would not talk to me at all when I tried to initiate conversation, and one bitch even had the nerve to tell me "I need to stop talking." What the fuck! I'd been having fun talking to her and her friend and thought they were enjoying themselves too, guess not! So I told those whores to fuck off and didn't deal with them the rest of the party.

With the exception of these bitches, I had myself a good time at the party. But I really am not surprised I have a general low opinion of women, and in fact I think my misogyny has now reached new heights.