It's All Bullshit

What the fuck. Why am I not good enough? Will no one take me up on all I have to offer? I'm 26 fucking years old and feeling 150% alone. I hate being friends with single women. I hate sitting on the sidelines as all my friends pair up. I hate unrequited affection, and I hate failed matchups. I hate relying on being set up. I hate that every time I find someone I fall for via my own efforts, my emotional psyche ends up shattered. What more can I do? How many times must I change who I am and what I look like before 1 in 3 billion will notice? When will I feel something besides hate?